Nell Clowder, photo by Mindy Best
photo by Mindy Best

Composer Nell Clowder

Nell Clowder (aka Nell Manycats) began studying music at age six, when her father showed her how to play the clarinet (which was too big for her to hold properly). She began piano at age ten and graduated from The University of Texas with a Masters in piano performance. Her interest in voice arose through vocal accompanying and through her role as co-director of the Austin women's chorus, Tapestry Singers. Tapestry's quest for original material spurred her to write her first vocal works. She has written for chorus, small instrumental ensemble, and in 2019 composed and produced the oratorio "A Hundred Times More" in celebration of the 19th amendment. Nell lives in Austin, Texas, with her partner, Ruth, and many cats.

For scores not provided by this page, please contact Nell by emailing:
nell[dot]clowder[at]gmail[dot]com

All rights to music provided on this page reserved except as noted below.

opera/oratorio   |   orchestral   |   instrumental   |   voice   |   choral   |   improvisations


Opera/Oratorio

An Artist's Regrets
words and music by Nell Clowder, with Linda Nenno
libretto      sample score
video from the One Ounce Opera performance on March 3, 2024
audio (MP3. Computer performance, no words) 25 minutes

The mini-opera An Artist's Regrets tells the story of an aging woman artist tormented by regrets. With the help of a mystical chorus, she reconsiders her past choices, but doesn't see the light until ambushed by her own self.

An Artist's Regrets is a winner in the 2024 One Ounce Opera micro-opera competition, Fresh Squeezed Ounce of Opera.
Spotlight on An Artist's Regrets

An Artist's Regrets was nominated for the 2023-2024 B. Iden Payne theater awards in the category "Outstanding Short Script."

A Hundred Times More

The oratorio A Hundred Times More tells the dramatic story of the white Grimke sisters, Sarah and Angelina, and black abolitionist Sarah Mapps Douglass, who, together, worked for abolition and helped pave the way for the women's movement that led to the 19th amendment.

website, including links to full audio
 
Listen to the third movement, Lullaby, with mezzo soprano Page Stephens and pianist Parvati Mani

Shopping for Happiness
words and music by Nell Clowder, with Linda Nenno
libretto      sample score
audio (MP3) Opening aria performed by Charissa Whillock. 19 minutes

In the opening aria of the mini-opera, Shopping for Happiness, we meet Bobbie, a woman overwhelmed by the state of the world. Only shopping alleviates her frustration and depression, but she is broke. When a gift card magically appears, Bobbie goes to the Happiness Mall, where her gift card is good for one, but only one, transaction. Which vendor will she pick? Pennyman's Palace of Possessions? Harold's Magical Health and Beauty? Gloria's Glorious Romance? Or could it be that a shadowy, witch-like vendor, who does not sell to but actually takes from her customers, holds the key to Bobbie's happiness?


 

Orchestral

Hope
I originally wrote this piece for synthesizer. The translation into a work for orchestra was a wonderful challenge. The inspiration came from a science fiction novel in which the heroine was stranded on a populated alien planet under, of course, really obnoxious conditions. Literally, the whole world was against her, but she didn't give up. She kept going. If you have hope, you won't give up. You'll keep going - even if you have to traverse an alien desert.
 
Listen to Hope Try to listen with good speakers - it needs some volume and some depth to really come off.

 

Instrumental

Glimpses from the Time of Covid-19
for B-flat clarinet and piano

Glimpses was written early in the pandemic, spring of 2020. Each glimpse is one to two minutes long. "from the time of" indicates the composer's belief, not uncommon then, that covid was something that would become a thing of the past. Alas, not so. The pieces recall the weirdness of those early days, both the whacky and the tragic.

Listen to Glimpses       sample score
 
1. waking and remembering
2. am i ok? r u? (1:30)
3. invoking the spirits of protection (2:24)
4. people are being crazy (4:17)
5. health workers dance with the virus (5:38)
6. many have perished (7:24)
7. the birds are singing (8:59)
8. good-night blessing: see you tomorrow (10:25)
Sonata for Flute and Piano
I wrote this after working for months solely on vocal music. I had begun to wonder if I could write without words and voices. This piece was a relief, pure fun.
 
score      flute part
 
Listen to: 1st movement     2nd movement    with flautist Monica Salas and pianist Nell Clowder
Sanctus Spiritus Variations on Hildegard of Bingen
for flute and piano    recording with flautist Monica Salas
 
more information and links to score
Three Moods of Time for Viola and Piano
  score     audio

 

Solo Voice

Five Haiku by Chiyo-Ni

Text: five haiku by the 18th century Japanese woman poet, Chiyo-Ni. Chiyo-Ni's haiku reflect her love of nature and her sensibilities as a Buddhist.

Listen to Five Haiku by Chiyo-Ni (computer generated, no words, but gives a fair idea of the piece)

Setting: (lyric) soprano with piano accompaniment      score


 

Choral

Wise Mother

Text: a serene appreciation of the feminine sacred. Originally written for use at 12 step meetings, it follows the same cadence as the Lord's Prayer.

Listen to Wise Mother (mp3)

Setting: SSA with piano accompaniment

score     voices     piano

Permission to copy Wise Mother score and parts for use by one choir, to perform Wise Mother , and to record and distribute performances of Wise Mother for sale at, near, or under cost is hereby granted to non-profit and educational organizations. All others, please contact Nell.

recording by Tapestry Singers
Aspiration

Text: based on "The Way of the Bodhisattva," chapter 3, by Shantideva

Listen to Aspiration (mp3, computer-generated, no words)

Setting: SATB + SATB     score    

Permission to copy the score of Aspiration for use by one choir is hereby granted to non-profit and educational organizations. For performance and/or mechanical rights or copying rights for other entities, please contact Nell.

Going On

Text: an honest and hopeful song about recovering from abuse

Listen to Going On (mp3)

Setting: SSA with piano accompaniment     score     voices     piano    

Permission to copy the score and parts of Going On for use by one choir is hereby granted to non-profit and educational organizations. For performance and/or mechanical rights or copying rights for other entities, please contact Nell.

recording by Tapestry Singers
Koko, All Ball, and Penny

Text: the true story of Koko the gorilla, who knows sign language and plays with kittens

Setting: SSA with keyboard     score     voices     keyboard    

no recording available

Permission to copy the score and parts of Koko, All Ball, and Penny for use by one choir is hereby granted to non-profit and educational organizations. For performance and/or mechanical rights or copying rights for other entities, please contact Nell.

Moonlight

Text: "Moonlight" by Joy Harjo. A haunting evocation of the moon.

Setting: SSAA     score

no recording available

Permission has been obtained from the poet for a non-profit performance. Please contact Nell for more information.

Sojourner Truth was a Woman

Text: taken from a speech given by Sojourner Truth to the Akron, Ohio women's convention in 1851. This is a spirited rendition in accord with Sojourner's own rousing style.

Listen to Sojourner Truth was a Woman (mp3)

Setting: SSAA     score

Permission to copy the score of Sojourner Truth was a Woman for use by one choir is hereby granted to non-profit and educational organizations. For performance and/or mechanical rights or copying rights for other entities, please contact Nell.

recording by Tapestry Singers
picture of merlin the cat
Song of the Cat

Text: a joyful look at a cat's life. "I want in...I want out..."

Listen to Song of the Cat (mp3)

Setting: SSAA with flute & piccolo, wood block, keyboard(s) and/or bass. There are various possibilities for ensemble. Listen to the recording and adapt as best you can to what you have available.

Permission to copy the score and parts of Song of the Cat for use by one choir is hereby granted to non-profit and educational organizations. For performance and/or mechanical rights or copying rights for other entities, please contact Nell.

recording by Tapestry Singers

voices
score with flute & piccolo, woodblock, two keyboards:    flute/piccolo    keyboard 1    keyboard 2
score with flute & piccolo, woodblock, keyboard, bass:   flute/piccolo    keyboard      bass
rehearsal piano
Welcome

Text: An all-embracing welcome, nice for opening a program or event. Simple, unpretentious, not too difficult. You can adapt the words to make your welcome suit an occassion or timely circumstances. There are opportunities for section or individual solos, if you care to take them.

Listen to Welcome (mp3, no words)   SATB   SSAA

Setting:
  SATB with piano accompaniment     score     voices
  SSAA with piano accompaniment     score     voices

Permission to copy the score of Welcome for use by one choir is hereby granted to non-profit and educational organizations. For performance and/or mechanical rights or copying rights for other entities, please contact Nell.


 

Improvisations

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flute, clarinet, piano    improvisations with BuddyLuck Shoes